• Not all cried out

    Sometimes I sit in silence and cry for her. Have this need to cry for all the love she did not get, for the abandonment nights, for the neglect of her feelings. Need to cry for every time she thought it was her fault, she had needs that could not be met. For all the…

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  • Poetry

    We knew how this would end What it would cost us And we did anyway We played with fire and we both got burned The friendship we had before is gone Buried in the ashes of the mess we made This is the price we pay for lust But it was so much more than…

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  • Words matter

    I was very young, barely 13 years old, when I overheard comments about my body, my allegedly lifestyle, my teenage choices. Hurtful, malicious words spread out by people that should love me unconditionally. And that was the worst of it. If they thought that about me, what would strangers think? The self-loathing that followed was…

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  • I will not apologize

    But I will do better by myself. And that’s really all I can do.

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  • One chapter down

    And another fifty (or so) to go… But for today, I am celebrating! One chapter fully written; 2144 words of it. Just not sure how I feel about it, to be honest. Every time I read what I wrote, it feels like crap. Not good enough. Weird sentences. Strange expression, doubts. But I am letting…

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  • Corporate life

    Nothing kills your creativity more than sitting in a room under A/C and artificial light, in from of power point presentations during 8h. I am generally happy with my career. It’s a pretty successful one and I am very good at what I do. But on days like today, where they suck the life out…

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  • Currently reading

    For the Fans by Nyla K. The book left me empty hearted by the end. And it should have not, considering it should have been a light reading and it is, after all, a spice book. Not going to enter in this wasp nest of discussing spice, but there is a difference between books with…

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  • Book math

    Today, due to life happening and errands to run, I could sit in a coffee place at 9 a.m. and write for 1h straight. It was clear enough for me how easy I can enter the zone and how I would be able maybe to do a 8h job out of it. The relaxation and…

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  • The million dollar question. And here what I can say: And this is what I am capable of sharing now. I have what I thought it would be idea for a series of 3 books. But to be honest, I think that idea was fun, but it will not be executable at this moment in…

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  • The process of writing

    Is not going as fast as I would like. And I am getting frustrated that I cannot go at the planned rhythm. The idea of having something nearly finished in one year, is fasting dissolving, considering the amount of time and silence I need to step into the “writing zone”. Need to be feeling what…

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